Aithne is starting to feel new energy flowing in her veins. She feels completely new. Finally. She lost her 30 kilograms gained in pregnancy with sweet Muire. 30 kilograms of pain, solitude and fear. 66 pounds of worries about her future life. It´s away. Lost. Finally.
Bradan (or Salmon, if you want) was by Aithne on Saturday. Without the compressor, but with clear mind and opened heart. Even if Aithne was in the mood "I need to tell you everything and fall down in your arms and never stop crying", they were talking about such stupid things as semaphores, Jehovah´s witnesses and ants. And laughing for hours. But the energy between the two of them was so hot. But Aithne couldn´t touch him. He is something like a sacred temple for her. And maybe it´s because Aithne was not touched by man for so long time. For one year. And it wasn´t very nice at the time, anyway. She feels like a nun. But you´re not only mother, Aithne. Holy shit, you are a woman. Your veins are full of young blood and your body needs to be touched by man. It needs it so much. Ok, I believe your time will come. Maybe soon...
Aithne dusted off her loved book Artist´s way by Julia Cameron. She is already able to say she really IS creative, able and wise. We´ll see if she is also able to materialize her deepest, so long time postponed, dreams...
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